"Here's another beautiful old (essay) translation. Thanks to sis BB for sharing it to us. And maybe some of you've already read it.  But i hope you don't mind to read it again... hehehe^^ Well, i love this essay so much. And i guess, many of us also feel the same way with what was written here..^^. Well, enjoy reading everyone!!" ^__^v
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Original in Chinese by 点仓 (Dian-cang) / www.loveyongjoon.com 17.12.2003
Translated into English by happiebb / www.joonsfamily.com 27.06.2004
It’s so easy to love you.  Did you know that?
Min-hyung.
  That smile on your face as you pushed open the door.  That weary look 
your wore after Yu-jin walked away spoke volumes about the loneliness 
and heartache you’re feeling.  Tears that fell freely when you reunited 
with Yu-jin years after.  
Dong-hyuk.  How sharp and cold you 
were in the face of adversity.  And how lonely your back looked as you 
walked off as the rest of the world gathered to celebrate.
It is really too easy to fall for you, to feel for you.  Did you know that?
That’s
 not all.  There’s Jaeho too.  A deep character who just refused to bow 
down to the harsh reality of life, but yet still was beaten by life.  
But that fierce determination, the manliness…  What about Yosuk?  The 
almost too beautiful Yosuk…  And yes, Chan-woo, a man of steely 
character and oozing masculine charm and charisma.  The literary and 
intellectual Hyun-joon.  The warm and carefree Yung-min.  And yes, how 
can I not mention the colourful character of Cho Won?  Cho Won who led a
 illustrious song-and-dance life, Cho Won who eventually died.  
My
 only resistance was when I first encountered Joon in his character as 
Min-hyung.  Just a very brief hesitation.  And thereafter, I was totally
 captivated by this man.  Completely.  Unreservedly.  Has been so for a 
long long time, and even today, I’m still drown in the very essence of 
you, not willing to wake up from this very beautiful dream that is Joon.
It’s not at all easy to love you.  Did you know that?
You’re
 in faraway land, and me?  Ha, I’m in this little town in the western 
part of China.  Day in, day out, I looked for you.  But no, I couldn’t 
find you on my TV screen.  There’s no sign of you in the newspapers and 
magazines.  Nobody around me knew you.  You may be alone and lonely, so 
am I.  Until one fine day.  I found you in Junxin (www.loveyongjoon.com,
 this is possibly the byj fan site in China with the largest member 
base).  
Here at Junxin, I found beautiful essays after essays 
that sang odes to you.  Here are Junxin, I found pages after pages of 
interviews that allowed me glimpses of the real person behind Min-hyung 
and the other roles that you have played.  Here at Junxin, I found video
 clips after video clips that showed facets of you that I never dreamt 
existed.  I was lost in the BYJ-realm.  And I wonder.. Li Min-hyung, 
Shin Dong0hyuk, Kang Jaeho… behind all these characters, what are you, 
Bae Yong Joon, really like?  What, or rather, who is the real you?  Who 
is that I truly love?  And is my adoration worthwhile?  Or am I just 
being silly, being blinded by infatuation or perhaps this is pure idol 
adulation?  
Frankly, I don’t have an answer.  I don’t know.  I 
even asked myself, Why do I have this urge to find out more about you, 
to learn about you?  And hey, what right have I got to want to invade 
into your private world and know the real you?  In the name of love?  
No, not even that can give anyone the power to do this, to try and peel 
away the layers for the real person inside.  It’s almost strange how a 
person like me who have lived all of thirty years have come to this.  
With my years of maturity, I should have the judgement, I should be 
responsible enough, sensible enough and serious enough.  So why can’t I 
love you, the person looking back at me from the TV screen?  But… when 
I’m acting like this, I’ve lost all my maturity, my judgement, my sense 
of responsibility and gosh, I’ve lost my senses.  Or… have I?
You are so wise.  Did you know that?
You
 possess wisdom and you’re cut out for big things, I’ve always known 
that.  Your every role, the intellectual and gentleness are deeply 
embedded to the core of the characters.  Your each and every move and 
gesture, no need for further proof, you’ve instilled into every 
character you played the very wisdom that only you possess.  You gave 
life and intelligence and spark to the roles you portrayed.  No one else
 could have played out these roles with so much conviction.  You ARE 
them.  In real life, you display the same wisdom.  I can see this in how
 you always painstakingly and contemplatively made your choice of 
script.  And I can see this in how you plan your life and chart your 
career.  Wisdom is also evident in your everyday life, in your attitude.
  When you decisively packed up and left after HWRL, when you came back 
and picked your comeback role, it was obviously your own thinking at 
work.  Your every choice, every decision have always proven to work, 
proven to be right.  You will never act rashly, always taking the time 
to consider your choices and plan your next move.  If you’re uncertain, 
you wouldn’t act.  But once you’re sure of something, you’d go all out 
and aim for the kill.  This is almost like Dong-hyuk, except this is no 
show, it’s real life.
To be a Joon-fan is a very simple and 
wondrous thing.  We just have to believe in you, to trust you, there’s 
really no need to worry about anything.  We need not worry about you 
making the wrong choices.  We need not worry about you getting yourself 
embroiled in scandals or senseless paparazzi.  We just have to support 
you, then bask in your glory after each successful move.  Then what?  
Then we just have to carry on believing in your and your choices.  You 
are as wise as can be, and I am as lucky as can be (to be your fan).
You’re truly a beautiful being.  Did you know that?
Other
 than your wisdom and intellect, do you know what else about you moves 
me so?  It’s your sincerity.  By nature, I’m a very suspicious person, 
and in life, most of us have to compromise in things that we do.  But I 
always believe what you say.  This is trust.  Trust that I’ve decided to
 give to you after much thought.  Trust that time and time again, you’ve
 earned from the things that you’ve done.  In this aspect, I’m not 
blinded by my adoration for you.  You’re someone who would not succumb 
to circumstances easily.  You’ve always maintained your standards and 
stood firmly on your ground.  You’ve always been like this, not wishing 
to patronize others.  You’d much rather maintained your stand than to 
give in for fear of offending someone.  You’ve proven to your fans how 
appreciative you are of our support through action.  Your attitude and 
way of life show your sincerity.  You’re never patronizing, never 
hypocritical nor insincere.  If you say you’d do it, you would.  Having 
been in the limelight for more than a decade, your unwavering attitude 
have proven, time and time again, of your sincerity.  It is only when 
someone is genuinely like this, then the someone is able to behave in 
such a consistent manner for so many years.
And another 
thing.  You’re always so serious and responsible, towards your own life.
  This is probably precisely why you’re always so responsible towards 
others around you, towards your work.  You’re never late for work, and 
you work very hard.  It is this very attitude that you have managed to 
jump from the small screen to the silver screen and with so much 
success.  The box office showed that the people loved your work.  The 
awards showed that you’ve won the critics over.  You are such a man, 
encompassing so many qualities such as wisdom, sincerity, sense of 
responsibility and others.  How then can you not be a beautiful being?  
How then can you not have a great career?  How then can you not produce 
outstanding work?  How then can anyone resist you?  How then can we not 
love you?
As beautiful as you.  As outstanding as you.  I know these, and I only know these.  And it is enough.
I
 know I’m rambling on here.  But you, the man who’s given me such 
passionate and powerful thoughts!  If is you who have brought me great 
joy, with your wonderful works.  I’m all tangled up in my thoughts, and 
I’m tongue-tied.  I only know that, to me, you’ve created a persona that
 surpasses all the roles that you’ve played out onscreen.  I only know 
that with your existence, after the flurry of fast and furious thoughts 
of adoration will come peace of mind.  Watching you from afar with a 
calm heart with love.  Never before have I felt like this.
Nobody can be like you.  This much I know for sure.  
Won’t ever feel for someone the way I’ve felt for you.  This much I know for sure.